haha.. long time didnt post any update on myself le. hmm.. it is not quite long.. is only close to 4 mths onli.. haha.. well.. tml still gt dental appt. so shall leave wt i wan to sae till tml.. haha.

don noe wt bad luck am i down recently. first is labby spoilt ten nw my hp also spoilt le. haiz haiz haiz. so diff to live without my hp. sian.

anyway. i am damm busy recently. i feel like i don hve enou time to rest. sian. everyday is wk and wk and wk. frm morn till nite time.

today at wk damm sian. nth to do except staring blank. haha. i going to slp le. next time i go time i will update some more de. haha.

My labby is down le. don noe wt happened to it. think i use it too often and too long le. hope nth inside burn. hope i can repair it without any other ppl help. i didnt use it to watch porn wo. haha. totally cant start up. think the system crash le ba. haha.

recently i realised that i have many financial burden on me. i need to pay for my own lesson( close to $200), my travel fees( close to 100), my dental fees( every mth 150), my entertainment fees, my meals money and blah blah blah. haiz. i am nt totally a wking adult and i have so many financial burden on me. think each mth all my expenses will add up to close to 800. wth. i m onli a 20 yr old student and my expenses is 800? hw m i going to find so much money during ns? haiz.

wed start my new job le. nw wking at tanjong pagar le. is a insurance company( is hosting a badminton competition rite nw) so these few daes have been doing some filing. so i was told to clear away those files that is either in 06 or jan-jun 07. so everyday i have to read thro hundred files and decide whether i have to throw them away or nt. then after my wk, i have to rush to east coast to wk at long beach. then sometime i have to wk as surveyor. mean i m holding 3 jobs at the same time. sometimes i really where all the money i earn went to. haha.

about the thai trip i mentioned earlier, think will have to postpone till the unseen future. lol. cause the airfare is too ex le. althou the ticket onli cost S$39.99 bt if i include the airport charges, fule charges and on and on, the airfare is already close to 200 le. so when i m richer, more financally independent and when i m near my graduation frm uni ten i will confirm go de. haha. so nw onli can dream abt thai de beach lo. haha

recently don noe y i have lots of ideas or things to try. rite nw i wan to try muay thai boxing. haha. so nw planning to learn muay thai. even gt the school ready. tml going down to the school to take a look. if i m pls with the school, then i will sign up lor. haha. i still gt lots of things to try. haha.

anyway, think i m going high. Random. haha

Recently, i caught the book bug. Sowhen i was tidying up my room, i came upon one stack of books that i bought 1 yr ago bt don hve time to read them. lol. so i pick one of them to read. ( long time didnt read book le. last time read book is like before i entered poly. cant count lecture notes la). ten the book is romance de. cause randomly buy de lol. anyway, there are some lines inside the book that i find meaningful. Eg’ in this world, the most impt is to have hope. As long as we have hope, it will be a beautiful tml.

anyway, i was saving to buy psp and iphone. heard that sing and tell was going to introduce iphone in sept. so shld be near my bdae. ten i can buy it le.

don play play haha.

how do i feel nw? has a feeling that i can gt hold of myself. doesn’t feel so empty of myself. recently, i feel like going to oversea alone or with some frens. Don’t feel like going out with parents or relatives. i feel like going to Thailand. cause no money so cannt go too far. haha. when i saved enough in future, i would like to go to Europe especially UK althou the things there is very exp la. bt i want to go to Manchester to see my favourite Red Devils with my own eyes. after what they achieved this season, i believed that they can go even further and conquer the whole world and Europe again and again. anyway back to the thai trip. has been thinking abt this trip for quite some time le. bt cant find all the elements to proceed with my plan. haha. bt recently i found some inspiration. i decided to plan the trip le. i also started to find frens tt wan to go with me. bt the ppl i found rite nw are all gals. shit. no guys? howcome like tt? must find some guys. bt find ppl to go to this trip also very diff. the guys either in ns or already in ns when the trip start. so left gals. bt gals also very diff. those going to uni going to start sch in aug. then those nt going de, shld be finding a job le ba. so don noe when to go. most probably end of july or early aug ba. like tt everyone shld b able to make it. haha

so on tues i offically grad frm sp le. hw to describe the feeling. happy plus sad. after experiencing the wking life for 2 mths, i feel that i still prefer to study. In sch i can learn new things, chat with frens, ask questions and on and on. i miss the part where we have to study till late nite or rush the rpt till late nite. i jst don feel that i m ready for wking life. anyway on tues saw lots of familiar faces. really miss the time that we spent in sp together. althou i noe some of u for 3 yrs or some of you for only few mths, bt u all are still inside my memory. miss those time when i have to rush to the lecture hall jst because is dr lim lsn. haha. rush to the foodcourt because is peak hr. i really miss those times. althou i have to wake up early to attend lsn, bt the job of being in sch wash away all the tireness. i really miss sch. haiz. don noe when we are going to meet each other. for guys, hope to meet u all in camp ba. for the gals, mayb in uni lor. haha.

anyway today at wk, ran into this bunch of idiots. ok the story goes like this:

3 persons( a old man, a old lady and a mid age guy) came over to the garden B( my wking place de seaview sitting la) to sit down. i cannt mention their race cause i will b sued by those ppl high up there. i still gt a long way to go so i cant offend the garment. recently saw the news abt the blogger writing something racist on his blog ten kena slam by netizens ten some one go report police so nw police suing him lor. dumb ass. anyway frm their dressing and tone, i m pretty sure that they are SINGAPOREAN. they are locals. ten after few mins they sit down, they called one of the staff over.

Idiot A: miss, that guy is frm where?( that guy is referring to me)

staff A: which guy?

idiot A: that guy wearing white(me la cause i m the one wearing white)

staff A: oh he is frm singapore.

idiot A: really singaporean?

staff A: yes.

idiot A: No wonder la. typical singaporean. No manners. even chi-na better then him.

ten my colleague came over to tell me. ten i was shocked that this idiot complained abt me. cause firstly, i didnt serve this idiot’s table. ten secondly, don compared me with chi-na hor. thirdly, u r also singaporeans so you also mean u don hve manners la. look at urself before u say others. they also don hve much manners de lo. and fourth, i work for almost one yr, no one has complained me before lor. and some even praised me. even when i m in bad mood no one has complained abt me and today i m in good mood some more. so i don any hw show face de k u idiot. complained abt me also no use. cause they still are under my service. i still have to look after their table no matter wt. actually i don feel uncomfortable serving their table cause i noe i didnt do anything wrong. i still doing all my best le. anyway half way this table is eating, they complained abt the fry beef with ginger is tasteless. dotz. ten i have to find the captain over. further waste my time cause i m nt onli looking after their table. ten this captain is S’pore PR so her english nt so good so i hve to translate for her. 3rd time i have to face them. so this captain take back the beef and tell the kitchen to recook again. so the dish is serve again after a while. ten when they are paying their bills, they ask another staff to go over. ten this staff ask me to go over again. 4th time le. i m damn sian abt this idiot. complain and complain. so i went over.

Me: yes sir, hw can i help u? ( i didnt act polite jst because of them k? i always talk to customer this way de)

Idiot A: yr name is andrew rite?

Me: no, Matthew.

Idiot A: ok matthew. (point to the unfinshed plate of beef) don try to insult me ok. ( i was like dotz. when did i insult u?) don think that by taking back the beef then change a new plate for the beef and serve is ok already. the beef is tasteless de. i wan to see your boss.

Me: ok sir. i go and get my manager for u( i was going to take the plate of beef to my manager)

Idiot A: don take away the plate of beef.

ten i went to my manager and told him that there is someone complaining. so my manager went over to tt table. first thing this idiot said to my manager is:’ don try to insult me ok?’ the rest i didnt hear le cause i pointless de. this type of ppl is picking bone inside an egg. they jst wan discount. they noe our place no discount( cause no service charge) so they onli can use this low down method to gt discount lo. if nt they cannt gt discount. ten don noe wt happened in the end. bt i onli gt something to sae to this idiot: hey, u onli spend $120 bucks on ur meal ok? u didnt eat alot or very exp de things k? i serve before a meals that eat 4k de leh. so ur 120bucks is small case de lo. chey. u think ur money big ar. i can spend more than u lor. complain with spending onli 120?  spend more than complain la. mayb tt time i will treat u better. 120 n wan to complain dream on. u wan high cls de treatment, ten go hotel to eat la. stupid idiot. or u don hve money to go there? haha anyway in the first place, the dish smell very strong already ten the 2nd time they recook even stronger. even by smelling can smell the taste le. no way can b no taste de la. so one way: discount. 1 word for them: dotz.

recently i like one song. is lost by michael buble. heard it frm hee yin de blog. haha.

Tues is grad ceremony le. going to see some classmates that did not contact since the last paper le. haha. grad mean i have to wait for ns. just went to check out some of my friends blog. good to see you all progressing well in your life. haha. hope to catch up with you all soon.

after Tues mean that we are officially sp alumni le. I am no longer student till 2 yrs later. I decided to accept ntu offer. bt nus is still tempting me. haha. so wait till the last day to decide ba.

Anyway here is a list of the things i want to buy

1. Some tops

2. PSP

3. Bottoms

4. Perfume

5. Contact lens

6. new hp

7. new bag

8. shoes

9. new spec

10. watch

so if anyone of you intend to give me all these, i will accept them happily. haha…

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Hmm recently, i realised that i am not good at consoling ppl. when ppl share their troubles with me, i cant help them take away or let them temp forgt abt their trouble. Instead i cant do anything abt their trouble. Sometimes i add on to their trouble or i made them rmb more abt their trouble. I am so useless… haiz…

the following is not talking abt me bt is wt i experience recently. today i was waiting for a lift at my block. as the door open, i saw someone i knew. i noe he is a smoker. bt wt i don expect that is he smoke in the lift. OMG. wt a stupid person. if you wan to die frm smoking, go and die alone. don b so F-ing stupid to smoke in the lift. U already decide to let go of your life, bt don drag other ppl down with u. there is a sign in the lift that remind u nt to smoke in the lift. don noe that person is blind or cant understd wt sign is that. It is such a simple sign. next time you wan to smoke, put your nose near a car la. smell as much as u wan bt don gt crushed by the car wo. cause like that u die to easily le. so ppl, smoking is nt good.

and SINGAPOREAN are damm rich. once they gt money, they will spend it. haiz…

recently i realised that since i grad frm sp, i have to make lots of decision.. like which job i have to take, which option is best for me, which uni to choose blah blah blah.. i still find the life at school much enjoyable then the working life.

Recently went out with kelly, hy and my to lots of place. haha. think i going to broke le. then there is the stupid grad cere coming up. i still find the idea of renting the robe very stupid. haiz.

Anyway, i received my ns enlistment letter le. is two days after my birthday. haha. so i still have to wait and wait..