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how do i feel nw? has a feeling that i can gt hold of myself. doesn’t feel so empty of myself. recently, i feel like going to oversea alone or with some frens. Don’t feel like going out with parents or relatives. i feel like going to Thailand. cause no money so cannt go too far. haha. when i saved enough in future, i would like to go to Europe especially UK althou the things there is very exp la. bt i want to go to Manchester to see my favourite Red Devils with my own eyes. after what they achieved this season, i believed that they can go even further and conquer the whole world and Europe again and again. anyway back to the thai trip. has been thinking abt this trip for quite some time le. bt cant find all the elements to proceed with my plan. haha. bt recently i found some inspiration. i decided to plan the trip le. i also started to find frens tt wan to go with me. bt the ppl i found rite nw are all gals. shit. no guys? howcome like tt? must find some guys. bt find ppl to go to this trip also very diff. the guys either in ns or already in ns when the trip start. so left gals. bt gals also very diff. those going to uni going to start sch in aug. then those nt going de, shld be finding a job le ba. so don noe when to go. most probably end of july or early aug ba. like tt everyone shld b able to make it. haha

so on tues i offically grad frm sp le. hw to describe the feeling. happy plus sad. after experiencing the wking life for 2 mths, i feel that i still prefer to study. In sch i can learn new things, chat with frens, ask questions and on and on. i miss the part where we have to study till late nite or rush the rpt till late nite. i jst don feel that i m ready for wking life. anyway on tues saw lots of familiar faces. really miss the time that we spent in sp together. althou i noe some of u for 3 yrs or some of you for only few mths, bt u all are still inside my memory. miss those time when i have to rush to the lecture hall jst because is dr lim lsn. haha. rush to the foodcourt because is peak hr. i really miss those times. althou i have to wake up early to attend lsn, bt the job of being in sch wash away all the tireness. i really miss sch. haiz. don noe when we are going to meet each other. for guys, hope to meet u all in camp ba. for the gals, mayb in uni lor. haha.

anyway today at wk, ran into this bunch of idiots. ok the story goes like this:

3 persons( a old man, a old lady and a mid age guy) came over to the garden B( my wking place de seaview sitting la) to sit down. i cannt mention their race cause i will b sued by those ppl high up there. i still gt a long way to go so i cant offend the garment. recently saw the news abt the blogger writing something racist on his blog ten kena slam by netizens ten some one go report police so nw police suing him lor. dumb ass. anyway frm their dressing and tone, i m pretty sure that they are SINGAPOREAN. they are locals. ten after few mins they sit down, they called one of the staff over.

Idiot A: miss, that guy is frm where?( that guy is referring to me)

staff A: which guy?

idiot A: that guy wearing white(me la cause i m the one wearing white)

staff A: oh he is frm singapore.

idiot A: really singaporean?

staff A: yes.

idiot A: No wonder la. typical singaporean. No manners. even chi-na better then him.

ten my colleague came over to tell me. ten i was shocked that this idiot complained abt me. cause firstly, i didnt serve this idiot’s table. ten secondly, don compared me with chi-na hor. thirdly, u r also singaporeans so you also mean u don hve manners la. look at urself before u say others. they also don hve much manners de lo. and fourth, i work for almost one yr, no one has complained me before lor. and some even praised me. even when i m in bad mood no one has complained abt me and today i m in good mood some more. so i don any hw show face de k u idiot. complained abt me also no use. cause they still are under my service. i still have to look after their table no matter wt. actually i don feel uncomfortable serving their table cause i noe i didnt do anything wrong. i still doing all my best le. anyway half way this table is eating, they complained abt the fry beef with ginger is tasteless. dotz. ten i have to find the captain over. further waste my time cause i m nt onli looking after their table. ten this captain is S’pore PR so her english nt so good so i hve to translate for her. 3rd time i have to face them. so this captain take back the beef and tell the kitchen to recook again. so the dish is serve again after a while. ten when they are paying their bills, they ask another staff to go over. ten this staff ask me to go over again. 4th time le. i m damn sian abt this idiot. complain and complain. so i went over.

Me: yes sir, hw can i help u? ( i didnt act polite jst because of them k? i always talk to customer this way de)

Idiot A: yr name is andrew rite?

Me: no, Matthew.

Idiot A: ok matthew. (point to the unfinshed plate of beef) don try to insult me ok. ( i was like dotz. when did i insult u?) don think that by taking back the beef then change a new plate for the beef and serve is ok already. the beef is tasteless de. i wan to see your boss.

Me: ok sir. i go and get my manager for u( i was going to take the plate of beef to my manager)

Idiot A: don take away the plate of beef.

ten i went to my manager and told him that there is someone complaining. so my manager went over to tt table. first thing this idiot said to my manager is:’ don try to insult me ok?’ the rest i didnt hear le cause i pointless de. this type of ppl is picking bone inside an egg. they jst wan discount. they noe our place no discount( cause no service charge) so they onli can use this low down method to gt discount lo. if nt they cannt gt discount. ten don noe wt happened in the end. bt i onli gt something to sae to this idiot: hey, u onli spend $120 bucks on ur meal ok? u didnt eat alot or very exp de things k? i serve before a meals that eat 4k de leh. so ur 120bucks is small case de lo. chey. u think ur money big ar. i can spend more than u lor. complain with spending onli 120?  spend more than complain la. mayb tt time i will treat u better. 120 n wan to complain dream on. u wan high cls de treatment, ten go hotel to eat la. stupid idiot. or u don hve money to go there? haha anyway in the first place, the dish smell very strong already ten the 2nd time they recook even stronger. even by smelling can smell the taste le. no way can b no taste de la. so one way: discount. 1 word for them: dotz.

recently i like one song. is lost by michael buble. heard it frm hee yin de blog. haha.